its so scary how school took me away from all my friends and my social life.

2 projects
3 presentations
4 quizzes
upcoming exams

was all that it takes
to make me a depress girl.

with flu cough sorethroat and fever all throwing in!

what more could make my week the WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE! OMG TTM! never have i been so suay to fall sick on a hell week. to make hell hellier.

ohwell, ITS ALL OVER NOW, at least. okay, maybe the worst part is over. the less worst one is next week! can’t wait to settle down and start mugging. think all these woke me up, uni life has actually just started for me. i think. im so scared of next sem. i miss my friends! i love my friends!(:

what prolly kept me sane the past week was my lovely roomie (loves, loves), my bed and <3. w/o them i could have already broke down and died. cheers to lovesloves! can’t wait for exams to be over, really! kinda miss stretching and tiring myself out stunting, although i complain alot inside me while stunting. haha!

STAY HAPPY. jiayou for exams!

ohyes, my sister’s keeper was good!(: or so i thought.

sick

at the wrong time. damn it.

fucked up

if only everyone in the world are nice people, and there are no such thing as mood swings. even if there are, people should not show it openly to others unnecessarily and affect their mood as well.

spoil my day.
damn

projectsprojectsprojects

nobody said its gonna be easy.
Who said it ever will be?

must be decisive
must be strong
must not cry

if you are gonna get thrown into the wilderness, what will you do?

MAF
in hall
study
time
sleepy
supper

can i use hand soap to wash my cups?
i hate ants.
i dont like nights
i like the sun.

what happen to all those carefree days?

i cant think anymore.

cant life just be a little less complicated?
cant people be a little bit nicer?

i just want to lead a simple and happy life
is it that difficult?

dreadful feeling of returning to hall.
i’m afraid of dreading whatever i used to enjoy/love.
i just want to study, to cheer and to enjoy my time with my friends.

is it me?
am i too innocent?
is it bad to think that the world is beautiful?
is the world really so flawed?
why is everyone so powerful, i feel so inferior.

give me the strength to fight on,
i just want to be happy, i want to make people happy.
why is it so difficult.

i want to be free to do the things i really want to do.
even now, i feel quite excited to study
but there are so many other things that I want to do
i want to join hockey
i want to do well in softball
i want to do well as vice chair for SOE
i want to improve myself and commit to denvers
i want to work at udders, i feel happy working at udders
i want to do fright night for FOC
i want to meet up with my friends
and i really want to study

so many things, so little time
i say i need to prioritise, but i really dont know how to
i really want and enjoy doing everything
im not willing and ready to sacrifice ):

i guess i need to manage my time more efficiently.
help me, i need the strength.
and its 4:29am now and i have 8:30 lesson tmr
talk about time management…

sun-mon-tues-wed-thurs-fri-sat

study with JALYX/go back hall – committee/hall cheer discussion/ hall cheer trng – study/denvers trng – study/softball trng – stdy/hall cheer trng – study / denvers trng/go home – denvers trng/work

every week, everyday, every few hours, sometimes i wonder whether i can take a break from all this. can the world freeze for me, while i finish what im suppose to do? procrastination, laziness, piling up of work and obligations will never be easy. I NEED TO BE MORE MOTIVATED.

sometimes i wish you would care just a littlelittle bit more, would be enough.
its all very damn amusing.

life is very amusing, laugh at it!

dont get too involved.

dont get stress, manage, i need
stress management
stress management
stress management
stress management

stress management
stress management!